This is the most indestructive relationship that I've ever had. All my previous relationships used to kill me a little bit every day.
It's a really really nice change. For once, I don't have to worry about saying something, or doing something wrong, I know you'll accept me for who I am. No matter what happens.
I'll accept you for who you are, too.
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Today, Rauf, Adam and I talked about what would happen when we grow up.
If we were to have a friend; someone we're close to in school, and live with them as roommates while we're in university or college, who would it be?
I picked Raz. He's a cool guy, he doesn't judge or make fun of anyone to their faces. To their backs, sure, but only about people he isn't close to. To be honest, I do the same. Doesn't everybody?
Adam and Rauf wanted to live together with Eezzuan, and use Bryan as their guard dog. He's not that intimidating as he is, but they planned to dress him up in a spartan warrior outfit to repel unwanted guests. ...skin exposure, ew.
Somehow or another that conversation got to what if we each had a level of hell; what we would do with it.
Rauf wanted to create a demon army of some sort.
I wanted my lesbian land.
Adam wanted.. A coconut land.
Hannah wasn't there, so we decided for her. She could have a land for emos. There would be a starbucks and borders there for her. She would love that place.
We were that jobless while waiting for our transport back home.

