[Charz] I kissed a girl, and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick. says (8:05 PM):
why do you keep saying you're someone's mother?
Michelle says (8:07 PM):
cause I'm your mother
[Charz] I kissed a girl, and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick. says (8:07 PM):
WTF
[Charz] I kissed a girl, and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick. says (8:07 PM):
MUMMY?
Michelle says (8:08 PM):
yes daughter.
[Charz] I kissed a girl, and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick. says (8:08 PM):
mummy, this is messed up.

When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low,
When there is no one to talk to
And nowhere I want to go,
I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angel is there
Even though we are miles apart.

A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine.
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all.
Whenever I need my Angel near
All I have to do is call.

An Angel's love is always true
One that you can depend.
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend.
Through darkest hours and brightest days
Our Angels see us through
They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue..

Thanks for being my Angel, my friend
I will be there for you until the end.

I want you to know. Andy, You're my angel.

I wish I loved you.

It Saddens me every time I hear your name,
Racing thoughts in my head left unexplained.
I understand how much my heart means to you,
Seems my heart wont let your emotions through.

It kills you inside waiting on those words,
Something I hold in that wont be heard.
You tell me how much we are meant to be,
Truthfully, my heart is scared of being happy.

Everyday you call me asking how I am,
Not knowing deep inside, I try as much as I can.
Please open those beautiful eyes and see,
I am trying love you as much as you love me.

I can't express to you the way my heart feels,
Compared to you I don't believe anything’s real.
My emotions for you I can’t seem to let show,
A bleeding heart for I know you won’t let me go.

How can I have a beautiful girl in front of my face,
Wanting to be with me always in no other place.
I'm ashamed of myself wasting all your time,
You are praying for the day I make you mine.

Baby, I will always be there,
However it is nothing compared to everything you've shared.
Wondering when my daily wish will come true,
The day my heart speaks back I love you too.

Today, I found myself drawing at a quiet corner of my class. I found it nice, for once no one was asking me things and mentioning.. indecent things. 0_0. I’M INNOCENT! Shafiq didn’t come to school today cause he was sick or something. I was supposed to go to Phelan’s house to finish up my geography project but he forgot he had tuition so I ended up not going. Sniff.. I have to go get my pendrive from his house now.

Beijos. Xxx

Not even for a second would I lie to myself, too many things missing, There's a tear in my eye.

I woke up after Lauren came to my house in the early morning. 2 o’clock early enough? She came just to check on me. I'm surprised I could even wake up at 12 this morning. I slept at 5. SO UNHEALTHY. I need more sleep. =D. I’m sitting in my room with the air conditioning on. It’s supposed to be off to save the environment, but my mother can’t live without air conditioning so I just had to leave it on. I enjoy having the air conditioning on anyway. =\.

Things get so darn crazy.

This blog is dedicated to Andy. =].

Today was okay, Wen Yi, Martin and I were hanging out in Phelan’s house. Phelan spent his WHOLE day playing maple story, I was just staring at him blankly. His character was lvl. 158 or something, but it was in a private server, so yeah. =_=. Ahaah.

And I spent the day eating, maybe sleeping a bit. Sleeping on Phelan’s bed was VERY awkward, cause all of us were trying to fit on his single bed while he was playing maple. Since I was the first one there, I was in the middle. IT’S SO AWKWARD. Wen Yi was holding on to my right arm, Martin was pushing up against me with his arm on my belly, and later on Phelan joined us and was sleeping at the bottom of the bed. Wen Yi’s boyfriend Marcus then later came over to hang with her a bit.

At 12:20, Marcus gave us a ride back to school. We waited for a crowd to come out from the school before we went into the crowd and blended in. The first familiar face I saw was Alia. Running towards me. I was expecting a hug, but oh well, I got hit on the shoulder instead. =]. She was pissed at me cause she thought that I didn’t go to school since I didn’t show up today. Next familiar face, Adam. Who made, “Hey, shorty”. His new greeting for me. YES I KNOW I’M SHORT. Next familiar face, Wani, who also hit me. And then there’s Haneez, that hugged me, (FINALLY). And then she nagged me about the fact that I shouldn’t skip school anymore.

And then she took the liberty to nag me again online.

Haneez says (4:52 PM):

charz!

'Charz says (4:53 PM):

heyy = ]

Haneez says (4:53 PM):

dont skip school anymore

'Charz says (4:53 PM):

O_O

Haneez says (4:53 PM):

i miss you like bitch!!!

'Charz says (4:54 PM):

i missed you too babe. XD

Haneez says (4:54 PM):

yeah!

Haneez says (4:54 PM):

so dont skip school

Haneez says (4:54 PM):

okkkkkkkk!!!!!!

'Charz says (4:56 PM):

maybe maybe. = ]

Haneez says (4:57 PM):

cause without you in school, i'll be damn silent and unhappy