I wish I loved you.

It Saddens me every time I hear your name,
Racing thoughts in my head left unexplained.
I understand how much my heart means to you,
Seems my heart wont let your emotions through.

It kills you inside waiting on those words,
Something I hold in that wont be heard.
You tell me how much we are meant to be,
Truthfully, my heart is scared of being happy.

Everyday you call me asking how I am,
Not knowing deep inside, I try as much as I can.
Please open those beautiful eyes and see,
I am trying love you as much as you love me.

I can't express to you the way my heart feels,
Compared to you I don't believe anything’s real.
My emotions for you I can’t seem to let show,
A bleeding heart for I know you won’t let me go.

How can I have a beautiful girl in front of my face,
Wanting to be with me always in no other place.
I'm ashamed of myself wasting all your time,
You are praying for the day I make you mine.

Baby, I will always be there,
However it is nothing compared to everything you've shared.
Wondering when my daily wish will come true,
The day my heart speaks back I love you too.